So. This is my first actual post in this blog. While I am here to discuss about my journeys that entail my time as a bowmen and add in my aspects of life…
That doesn’t mean everything I will write/you will read about will be necessarily just be the grand facade. About three days ago I just lost the heart to play (reasons why can be read in the “Dear Renee,” section) In brief, its not cause I cared about the person. But, just torn that there would be someone that deceitful… a scammer, and not knowing anything wrong in it. Plus I guess losing real money, and a dip in my meso fund hurt a lot, considering pots… I can’t afford much.
But hey, my destiny while playing this game is to be the best I can be. For now, its the best I can be on this server. Seeing how Bellocans one of the younger servers, it would be tough to achieve being th best in overall “GMS.” With setting goals in anything in life, you gotta be realistic.
One minute, I just gotta explain the type of person I am. I am a very outspoken person, so you will see me elaborate myself with many words. Seeing how thats almost all I got to make a connection between, you and me… It’s kind of the best at what I do.
Back to the original topic. I havent trained in three days. If anything, during my moments of training, I LOST training by dying like a moron three times now at squids chatting with friends and having squids spawn on me.
You would think after the first time I would have learned my lesson… But seeing as how getting 5-6% an hour soloing is very weary and boring, I have urges chatting with my friends and guild mates to get my mind off something.
I was down about what happened between me and Renee, and I guess down of people that play this game. My guild mate was racially harassed because his character was black. It amazes me people are still like this in the world, and in fact, when we all play maple to have fun… People take that away. Maple in itself is a lot like real life, you will see nice people, mean people, and people that just hide behind a mascaraed. Genuine Two faced people…
I have set some level goals for me, and I have slipped behind. And… now I only have to play more to play catch up.
But hey at the end of the day I realized. You can’t let the naysayers or anyone bring you down. Today my main rival Thunder chat invited me and said politely I could have his channel at gobies. A nice thing of him right? I was amazed he was very eloquent about giving me the channel. I suppose he thought I was changing channels to find a channel, but in reality I was just moving to go to another map. He asked me “what level are you,” to which I replied, “108.”
I asked him the same question and he said “118.” I responded in an amazed and congratulatory shock. You know, kind of being proud despite being my competition. I told him I would be catching up to him one day, in a half jokingly, yet serious tone. He called me “cocky.” Not the nicest thing to reply back, but hey, you can’t let everything get to you in this game.
Ive been scammed, cheated, and lied to in the past in real life and in maple… But you can’t sit their like a punching bag and continue to take hits despite the final punch was already blown long ago.
You gotta pick up yourself by your bootstraps and get back on that horse and charge for the sunny meadowed mountain tops. The more you continue to get down and beat yourself up about any situation, well thats not gonna help you advance in life. It will only continue to beat you down. My goal playing this game is to be the best Ranger in Bellocan. You better well believe it.
So that ends up the wrap up of where I am currently standing.
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I am trying to complete the sections surely but slowly. In the first day that this blog was created, I had achieved top 100 most viewed blogs from wordpress award. I got over 4000 hits from sleepywood and basil alone. Hopefully your eyes don’t wander off and will join my in this crusade of being destined to be the best.
Whether your a chief bandit, i/l mage, white knight… I share messages that will help encourage and inspire. This isn’t a blog just to pump up rangers, despite it being the main target audience. I am just a regular person like you, and hopefully being the regular genuine person I am, you too can learn from my lessons and follow me. If at all I influence you in one positive manner, than thats got my point across. Thats really all I want to do.
I will give a brief blog post couple times a week, if not try and do it everyday. But there are no promises. Pass this site along to your maple bowmen friends, or anyone in fact.
And for now… PEACE OUT Bello friends/ Maple friends. And as Maple likes to put it.
“Happy Mapling.”
